Sunday, May 24, 2009
What if they are more than friends?I'll be a green-eyed monster.
What if my friends hate me?I'll change.
What if my friends got a crush on him?Ohh..i'll say he's taken by me..hahaha
What if my mum and dad divorced?I try to make them in love again.
What if my friends lied about all those compliments they've told me?I'll just be quiet cause i know from the start that those compliments weren't true.
What if my old friends in yayasan just pretend to be friends with me just because they want to get my brothers attention?I won't be their friends anymor cause they are juat using me. pfft..inda ikhlas.
What if he really did ignores me?I'll be frustrated.
What if he proposed?Happy?
What if he likes my friend,Winnie?Again i'll be the green-eyed monster.
What if i wasn't born with a sense of humor?I'll be booooooooooooring.
What if i'm adopted?I'll search for my mama.
What if my friends think i'm lame?I'll fit in and be cool 8)
Safiah.
5:42 AM
People keep telling me to 'move on' but i just don't wanna. They can't just change my feelings towards moto moto. hello? can't they just think my way? pfft..but it's true i've been crushing him for like 3 months and there no changes. They just want me to get better and try to get somebody who wants me. Not a guy like him. but whatever! who cares? my life my way. I can do whatever i want whatever I need to do. This is just me and him. I do want to confess but it'll be awkward. I just don't want it to last just like that. I want it to work nicely. Nothing else getting in the way. NOTHING.
Safiah.
3:12 AM
Well, Rab. First, I want to say that i'm sorry that i cause all these craps. The craps that I shouldn't have done. All those. I know how you feel, Rabiah but things in life have their ups-and-downs. Sometimes you fall sometimes you go high up into the sky. I know i made you fall and i'm sorry (again). If you're just gonna keep saying never that will break our relationship as a friend to go down below the ground and sometimes it won't come back. My solution for you as to stand up and be strong. Those secrets are still secrets and i WON'T ever let it out publicly cause i know how you feel cause my life is just like that. So we are even. Cheer up and never fall again, my friend :)
Safiah
5:04 AM

Is this your so-called class clown?
Anonymous BITCH,
baybay!
4:43 AM
Saf class the clown? Hmm, don't think so! She steal jokes from me and she asks for jokes every week. Don't believe me? I've got witnesses. Hmm, what else? Oh yeah she's a stalker from HELL! She will hunt you down and kill you! Yes she did once to her own SON! Ooops, slipped. yes she has a son. His name is sapi. HAHAHAHA! Nada wah! What do you want to know? Oh strawberry syrup? MOTO-MOTO? hehehe. I've got all her secrets. :)
All I know is she's a tipical Bruniean.
Well, ciao!
Anonymous BITCH,
Love you!
4:16 AM